A Black & White person

New Blog Created! :)

2010-09-15T18:52:00.002+08:00

Hi all
Just created a new blog using wordpress.
Totally a different type of blog web, so still trying to get use to it.
For this blog, I will update it once in a while.
And so after a period if time, I will close it or leave it as it is.
So ya, do support my new blog at www.limsplace.wordpress.com
Will update more of how's my life and event going on there.
So....
Feel free to visit it and I will try to update and blog more there.
Ok, that's all.
Bye Guys!
:)

Stress? Tired? What do you think?

2010-08-15T17:00:00.002+08:00

Right. The first week of Study week is going to end soon.
Now I really have to say, time is flying so fast!
Right.
Now, after hearing someone talking to me about somethings, I got more stress up and tired at the same time.
Things happen for a reason but sometimes I wonder,
What must it happen to me?
Hmmm....
I wonder and I'm thinking.
But anyway, now that all these had happen,
and there's no way that I can change anything for now,
Let it be and Let me change things that can be change for the future.
Right.
Ok.
That's all for now.
Looking forward to next week and what's going to happen. :)

Happy Birthday Singapore!

2010-08-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

Wahaha
I know I'm slow
But still...
haven't 12mid yet
so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Wahaha.
NDP10 was great.
Of course I didn't went down to look at it.
but watching it at home also got that feeling.
wahaha
BUT!
the reception a bit sucky.
like hang here and there.
not that good
but yet that good.
wahaha
and
with the end of celebration of National Day.
Tonight, will be the starting of 7th month.
:)
ok I know it's weird to put smiley face but then don't know what to put liao.
wahaha
ok.
Be careful where you are walking.
haha
alright.
tmr some of the clique are going out for attachment.
Jia you and Good luck!
see you when exams come. ( which I don't want it to come so soon.)
haha!
Alright.
Shall end here.
:)

End Year 2 Sem 1

2010-08-08T14:54:00.002+08:00

Alright. It seems long that I blog. :X
Was busy with lots of stuffs in school like tests, presentations, CPR tests, and lots lots more!
Anyway, many things had happen during last month and this month.
too much things happen and I don't even know where to I start.
Haha.
Let's not talk about it. (A excuss for me not to blog about it actually. Wahaha :X)
Anyway, now that year 2 sem 1 had ended and not will be my "holiday" but in fact is study break. then exams, attachment end with a TWO weeks holiday only and sem 2 will start VERY soon.
Damn!
Due to the YOG, School end early and then study break and exams.
Crap.
I don't like this sem.
And this year 2.
It's like so fast and rushing.
Looking at the date now is 8 of Aug.
wow
more than half a year had past and that was like so fast.
year by year
month by month
week by week
day by day
life past so fast.
it's like just a blink of eye
Wishing time will past slowly but on another thought
I also hope this 2 months past fast too.
Well, It's just me.
Haha!
Right.
I'm like talking rubbish arh? haha.
ok.
Blog till here.
will TRY to blog more.
:)

End of term break, starting of school.

2010-07-04T21:40:00.002+08:00

Well, well, well.
Term break has ended and it's the start of the school again.
well. too late to say that because the first week of school reopen has ended already!
now.
going to 2nd week of school and this week 2 tests had finish.
And now, this coming week. 1 skill test and 1 presentation.
Woo!
Stress. and following weeks, presentation adn tests coming
Very different from the usual sem as this sem, due to YOG, we will end sem 1 week earlier. (sound great but not)
Cause this means that we have 1 week shorter to study and all teacher need to squeeze together.
And also, our holidays are shorter by 1 week too. Not 6 weeks but 5!
Plus, plus, plus, I'm having 3 weeks attachment.
Which end up, I'm having 2 weeks of break only!
OMG! WTH!
Arrgh......
Damn it.
But well, better than nothing.
But still! .....
haha.
Oh well.
Whatever.

Hmmm.
Things have change lots in my life.
Different from past.
Looking forward to future. :)

Well. Friends, Cliques.
Stay in touch and meet up more often.

Well Poly Cliques,
I understand how you all feel and think.
I know it's irritating and a BIG ? in your mind.
Well, things meant to happen will happen.
Things meant to let you know you all will know. :)
Let it be. :)

Ok. I like side track a lot.
nvm. :)
Enjoy your sunday night! :D

Hope to talk often.
Or listen to you talk will be good also. :)

HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Break actually)

2010-06-13T23:29:00.002+08:00

KKH and CDC attachment are finally over.
My god.
How did I survive out of there? haha
Hmmm. now is the start of break.
yes it's break. but no it's not.
because.......
I have to rush my projects through out this 2 weeks
4 projects +++
tests coming up.
woohoo.
haha.
I'm going to be busy man. + stress.
haha
right.
tmr and wed will be having lab extra practice session.
so I have to go back to school in the morning.
but then.
I think everyday I have to go back to school also.
so still the same
haha.
right.
I think that's about it.
nothing much.
Good Night People! :)

It will be good if it is real...

Right....

2010-05-29T13:45:00.002+08:00

Hmmm. Everything happen for a reason.
Now I seriously believe this sentence.
Seriously
Right.
Lots of changes had happen.
Not a bad one but it;s for the good.
Everyone asking me what happen.
But sorry, I seriously can't say.
And I thought.
Sometimes.
Things that you don't find out and know.
It will be better.
Knowing it may just add on to your trouble.
Things mean to happen will happen.
Yea :)

Right.
KKH attachment had ended.
Now Next week's attachment will be at CDC.
I wonder how it will be? Hmmm.
Oh ya.
I went for a interview for SGH Sponsorship.
Well.
All I can say is hope I receive good news from them :)
hmmm
nothing much to write thought.
so ya :)

Speechless

2010-05-17T00:42:00.002+08:00

Temporarily end of school.
but it's the start of attachment.
Damn.
Will be going to KKH later on.
For 2 weeks and to CDC.
New place, new environment.
New Beginning.
These few weeks of schooling was ok.
But yet tiring.
Just recover from a common flu.
weather is bad so everyone please drink more water and eat more fruits!
Don't fall sick!
Primary and secondary schools' holidays are coming.
But yet not holiday for us.
Zzz
But after the 4 weeks of attachment.
there will be a 2 weeks of break.
But yet,
even thought it named it as "break"
It doesn't seems to be a break for me.
Because got to rush the project and presentation after that 2 weeks.
plus there are lot and lots of test and assessment coming up after the 2 weeks.
so ya.
got to buck up!
:)
Year 2 is definitely different from Year 1.
So much difference.
So ya.
:)
Ok.
Got to go and sleep.
quite tired.
plus attachment start.
so have to rest enough to start the battle.
:)
ok...
Good night everyone!

Such Disapointing

2010-05-17T00:24:00.002+08:00

You a person who I repect and not just me, everyone respected you so much.
Everyone incuding me believe and trusted you so much.
I thought that you will be different from the others as what you had done really let everyone see that you are really helping everyone.
But yet, actually your true colour is this.
Such Disapointing.
You really make me lost and didn't know what to do for now.
Everything change so suddenly but yet it doesn't happen just throught one night.
10 years.
And all this was planned and done?
You really make me don't know what to do and say.
Really.
Serious.
All these things that had happen really make me lost and don't know what to do.
What's going to happen next?
Really.
I don't know what to do now.
All these started because you told us to do so.
But yet what happen in the end was all these?
Oh my god.
What should we do now?
Even thought we want to cut off this relationship between you and us.
But yet all these things are so scary.
What you have done, or I should say you have plan.
What kind of person are you?
What do you want to do all these things?
Being the person that we know and respected isn't it great?
Why do you have to do all these things?
My god.
All this things that had happen is ridiculous.
Really.
Crap!
Why all these thinga have to happen?
You are making us lost and don't know what to do.
I hope all these things can come to a end.
Or I should say.
Hope that all this is a dream.
A bad Dreams.
And when I wake up, everything goes back to normally.
And nothing had happen actually.

But I know,
this will never happen.

Fast!

2010-05-02T23:19:00.002+08:00

Wow.
Time past real fast.
Weekends are going to be over ( or I should say it's over)
Tmr is monday!
Starting of a new week.
Right!
It will be Week 3 for me and 2 weeks time I will be having my attachment again.
KKH then CDC this time round.
Looking forward to it but at the same time hope it will come later.
Haha.
Weird I know but well...
Hmmm.
Weekends spent at home but today went out with family as usual.
Yesterday night one of my eyes got swollen.
Then was "ok" this morning.
Then just now, the other one got swollen!
Damn.
What happen man....
Not that I look at something I not suppose to look. *cough!*
But really.
I think it's ginger.
Damn.
Right.
Shall blog till here.
Good night everyone! :)

I Hope You Get What I Say.

2nd week

2010-04-28T23:23:00.002+08:00

Right.
In mid of 2nd week of Year 2 Sem 1.
Lots of things need to catch up.
Year 2 is definitely different from Year 1.
I have lots of 8am classes but not like some others who have 8am classes everyday.
well.
Haha.
Hmmm.
Then are more lab class but bio lab was reduce.
The module credit for it also decrease.
hmmm
soon, I will be out for attachment again.
Will be in KKH & CDC.
It will be a new environment.
Looking forward to it.
And right after attachment will be the 2 week "holidays".
With the " " it's because normal this 2 week,
we will not rest but continue with work and projects.
well.
Not sure if there are essays to be written but sure there are things to do.
Right after that will be the skill assessment.
Everyone's enermy.
Haha.
hmmm
till then there will be presentations, test, assessment, BCLS.
Too many things coming.
So yea. :)
Ok.
Shall end my post here.
Good night everyone :)

Things are not for free,

2010-04-21T18:37:00.003+08:00

Tears always will come out of your eyes.
But.
There are times when tear will not be shown to anyone.
A person don't cry in front of you does not mean that he is cold blooded, has no feeling or strong.
Just that.
The person does not want to show out his inner self.

Right...
Holidays had ended.

School Reopen.

Starting of Year 2

Time pass very fast.

So fast, I had promoted to Year 2.

Honeymoon year had become the past, and the real trainging had started.

End of day 3 of the first week.

Still feeling ok but things and problems start to arise.

But still, Life have to go on.

No point avoiding.

so yea.

Hmmm.

Right....

Tomorrow meeting up with the cliques.

so long never meet up.

Will update each other stuff.

Right.

Shall end my post here :)

All at one go

2010-04-21T18:25:00.003+08:00

Lots of things happened during this 2 week.
Band getting Distinction, End of my holidays, Starting of Year 2 of Nursing course, Egan left us.
Too many things happen.
Too sudden for somethings.
I have to apologize for not going down to Egan's wake.
I can't go down for some reasons.
I believe Egan knows why and he will understand it also.
After he left, everyday when I log into Facebook,
I can see people putting up post about him, videos about him, photos about him.
Such a young boy who went throught so much of suffer.
But, for now,
you are free. You will not suffer anymore.
Or I should say,
for this will be better.
I really can't take it that you suffer so much.
None of us will actually feel how you are feeling before this.
Or maybe some of us can understand how you feel.
But no matter what,
you are not suffering anymore.
I'm sure you are happy in the other world.
You will not be forgotten.
You are always in our heart.
You will always live inside each and everyone of our heart.
Memories of you and us will never be forgotten too.
Rest in peace my dear.

Badminton

2010-03-31T23:35:00.002+08:00

Badminton today and it tired me out.
I'm sleepy and tired at the same time.
wow.
Badminton did a great on my body.
Making me so tired.
haha
But it was nice to exercise :)
I like the sweating feeling too.
haha
Right...
Badminton with Jian Wei, Jun Wei, Elisa, Jenson and Hwee Min was fun :)
After badminton then went to compass for early dinner.
Ate Mos Burger.
Then go AMK for dessert.
Right.
Too tired to write anymore things so ya.
Good Night :)

Dinner out.

2010-03-31T02:08:00.002+08:00

Right... Today went dinner with S. at Tampines.
We ate at Seoul Garden.
Wow. Chickens and chicken man.
Haha
But We only can eat chicken there. Because we don't eat beef.
Was very full. But, S. still still can eat ice-cream, fruits, desserts.
While eating, S. complain that she full. haha
Tsk Tsk Tsk. walk walk walk and then home.
Tired. I think due to not enought of sleep.
But, I still have fun today. Happy too. :)
Right...
didn't take any picture.
So.... nothing to show. Haha
Hmmm.
Later on meeting Jian wei, Jun Wei, Jenson, Elisa for badminton.
can't wait. haha
want to play badminton.
Is exercise I think
haha
hmmm
Well.
Off I go to sleep.
Good Night people! :)

Always trust the person who trust you.
Never let doubts come in between both of you.
There are times that truth is not beautiful.
So never ask more or do more.
Stop Being a idiot, which you are.
Be a guy and not a boy.

Nothing much....

2010-03-28T23:54:00.002+08:00

Yes
Nothing much to update.
Haha
went out with family and then just now pei B. to eat dinner.
ya
chit-chat then home
Really nothing much to update.haha
so
This will come to the end of my post.
Good night and good night! :)

Results back.....

2010-03-27T14:44:00.002+08:00

Results back!!!!!
Actually, the results are back on tuesday.
Just that i'm lazy to blog. haha
Right...
This time round the results are ok, all passed.
But still got room for improvement. So ya.
Keep it up! :)
Now...
These few days was almost or I should say, everyday I'm out.
Tuesday after results are out, went to sing K with the clique.
BUT!
There are only 3 of us.
baceuse the rest went back to their home and one went on holiday.
But, we still had fun.
after K went to catch a movie.
" How to train your dragon" 3D
wow.
I tell you, you really have to watch it.
It's nice. Trust me.
After that then home.
Wednesday, Thursday, Friday went down to band.
To the band, there's only something that I can tell you all.......
"All the BEST, and good LUCK!"
Ya, seriously.
Not going to say much about that but really......
ok
Friday after band went to eat dinner with bridget, Seng Shi Hui, Yan ming and Weng Guan.
Chit- chat a bit then went home.
Quite alright for this week.
But, I'm looking forward to next week. :)
haha
alright.
That will end my post here.
see ya! :)

End of Attechment

2010-03-22T21:56:00.002+08:00

right...
last friday was the end of my attachment
QUITE ok...
somethings happen somewhere
but well
it's over
forget about it
right.
tmr the exams results will be out
so good luck to all. :)
hmmm. at the same time
tmr going out with the clique again
but
this time round only with 2 of them
the rest went back to their home
yup
so scared now due to tmr's "result day"
but seriously scared.
well
will see how it goes.
hmmm
didn't update blog due to my attachment and my lazyiness
haha
hmmm
nothing else to blog about.
too "excited" about tmr
so ya
hope to have more gatherings this holiday before it end again.
right
see ya! :)

An egg and a rock

2010-02-24T01:12:00.002+08:00

3 papers are down for now.
Thursday will have my last paper then will go party with my friends.
Haha
hmmm
then next week got attachment so will be busy.
but after that will be free
haha
HOLIDAY!!!!
haha
can't wait.
serious.
so tired and I didn't enjoy and relax myself for so long
wish that holiday start tomorrow
weee
haha
hmmm
tmr have to mug for childbearing.
a subject that not so difficult to understand but yet so difficult.
Zzz
oh my...
Headache arh.....
k la.
will blog till here.
tmr going to study hard and the day after will have exam then enjoy myself for a short while after the paper
haha
seriously can't wait.
k la
stop here. bye bye

EXAMS!!!!!

2010-02-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

just finish my paper on sociology today
woo *sweat*
even thought it's 1 hour only
hmmm
wanted to blog these few days
but just simply lazy and busy
lazy to blog
busy for exams
haha
Seriously...
I hate exams when you are having holidays
somemore is Chinese New Year!
omg
spoil mood sia
Zzz
but still
first paper was kena knock down liao
3 more to go
Jia you, Jia you!
woo
hmmm
next one will be on Monday.
after Thursday morning I can start party before my attachment start.
woohoo
haha
all right
done.
finish blogging.
will try to blog again.
see ya!

是福还是祸，是祸躲不过.....

2010-02-12T22:45:00.002+08:00

hmmm
Chinese New Year is coming
tmr will be the last day of "Moo" year
and after that will be TIGER year! haha
hmmm. in this Moo Moo year lots of thing had happen.
happy sad funny weird
all kinds of things
just hope that the coming new year
good luck will be following everyone
and bad luck is going off due to good luck coming
haha
hmmm
Having exams right after Chinese New Year.
sian
study study study.
Zzz
going crazy soon.
haha
hmmm
alright. it will be a shoort post.
don't have any mood these few days.
so ya

命裡有時終須有, 命裡無時莫強求...

2010-01-30T00:13:00.002+08:00

If Only....

haha
should have blog this last friday together with daniel...
end up forget
then plus
got the Health Assessment test on
so forgot also
hmmmm
now all of the test and presentation are done.
now left with the EXAMS!!!!
Zzz
so sian la when come to the exams
and this year exams
are right after Chinese New Year.
so it will be like.
carrying a book with me when I go around to visit houses?
OMG!
like WTH~~~
Zzz
haha
hmmm
today went to watch movie with Caroyln and XiaoHui at J8.
the movie is called: "Hachinko: A dog's story"
It a super nice show ok...
MUST go watch.
girls will cry...
guys... maybe... ( I didn't ok..)
haha
but really
I didn't
others was like cry.
only we all never cry
me is
Myself also don't know why won't cry
but the 2 ladies were because they hold back
cause if they cry
they will cry like "WOW!"
haha
so they hold back.
hmmm
ya
after watching the show,
I think 1 thing is true...
Dogs are men's best friend
haha
really!
ya
so must go watch.
haha
hmmm
ya
I think that's all
and after talking to Daniel today,
i think i have to write this to someone.
I don't know if you got come my blog and have a look
just that.
hope you can have a look and know how I feel.

Hmmm...
for the past years we have been good friends, best friends, close friends.
but due to someone.
it make both of us have a gap in between.
Daniel told me something that I did realise but didn't say it before.
Due to this someone that makes me like hate you a bit.
As what Daniel said.
this was something that I shouldn't have done it.
for me to explain
I didn't intend to hate you for some part.
Just that it came just automatically.
I didn't wish to do that.
just that it just came by like that
hmmm
for this
it cuts and makes a gap in between us already
for this,
it's too late to save it and it stay like this for quite long already
and due to this
we are not as close as how we do in the past
yes, we are still friends
but we are not like how we are in the past.
no like we share all the feeling and talk to each other of what happen all that.
what I wish is that.
If you get to see this post,
Hope you can understand and forgive me.
let us return back to how we are in the past
being a good buddy and close friends.
return back to how we were in the past.
and lastly..
I have to say....
I'm sorry...

Promise of a year...

2010-01-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

wel...
Comm skill test and dressing practical test are finally over
well
many things happen in this week
things should not happen has happened
things that should happen didn't happen
well
things are just unpredictable yea?
haha
hmmm
A friend ask me: " why you always like to keep problems to yourself and not sharing with your friends?"
hmmm
seriously
I also don't know why
maybe people around me that makes me like that?
everyone is different.
different views
different thinking
different woking style
so ya
hmmm
next week still got test
also got presentation
next next week also got test
WA!
but ok la
after that will be ok
haha
k la
will blog till here
:)

as a promise.
I will wait for you for 1 year
don't even know you rememeber it a not
I think no
but whatever it is
I have fulfil my promise
and somehow an answer is out
so that will stop there
I hope...

It seems long before I know it.

2010-01-09T02:37:00.002+08:00

hmmm
It's like so long I never blog la\
cause like I was having test, 1500 words essay, helping out in the Passione IV, having my own stuff, the laziness that I'm having haha
Christmas passed
2009 was in the history
2010 had come
hmmm time fly so fast!
it's like.... a blind of an eye.
hmmm
was quite stress up last few days because of the 1500 words of essay talking about law
then was an ICA presentation.
things before these some I have already forgot
the ones that I mention above are the ones I remember
hmmm
somehow something makes me become a different person
me, myself don't even know when did this happened but it just happened.
somehow death isn't scary to me.
the thing which is scary is a person's heart
you can't predict what a person is going to do or what the person is thinking.
anything can go into the person's mind and change everything
and i really want to know what are you thinking about.
but I think... It doesn't matter anymore
I really gave up and put it down liao
thinking over about it.
I think I was foolish
for what I waited for it when I know it won't ever happen?
maybe it's just I thought that I might have a chance?
haha
I was just foolish arh? haha
I should put it down long long time ago
it's just that I didn't want to
A new year, a new year resolution.
hope everything would be fine for you, for me, for everyone

No matter what
I will still miss you.

Stress and tired is what I have now...

2009-11-05T20:46:00.002+08:00

hmmm.... yup
stress and tiredness is what I have now
too stress as ica are coming and everything seems to put stress on me
some how this sem is more stressful and the last sem
I don't know why too
hmmm
tired cause not enough of sleep
really
don't know why
hmmm
actually don't feel like blogging one
but "someone" told me to update
then update lor
hmmm
this week going to end soon
weekend coming but not looking forward to it
cause it means a new week going to begin too
days are going off too fast
and I'm unable to catch it
as soon as I catch it and it will be gone
too fast and too quick
hmmm
I think I will end my post here bah
cause I don't know still can say what
hmmm
will update soon again bah

Life...

2009-10-24T01:50:00.002+08:00

Things in the life are all unexpected......
all this thing you can't expect it and can't predict it....

为什么人会有烦恼? 因为故人以有说过凡(烦)人....凡(烦)人....

2009-10-17T15:18:00.006+08:00

hmmmm.................
So sorry that I so long have not been updating my blog haha
one is I Lazy :X
second is I was having a 3 week long attachment at SGH
Third is that I really lazy sia
haha
hmmmm......
First I have to Thank those who had wish me happy birthday and those friends that have celebrate my birthday
haha THANK YOU!!! :)
haha
hmmm.....
for the attachment one
I lazy to say also
lots of things happen but again
I'm lazy to say and type
haha
okok
next week school is starting already
but I have no mood to study!
I think is because that I'm still in the holiday mood
don't have the mood to study
haha
oh ya
Want to wish Ming Yan, Jane, Bridget, Daniel and Jian wei HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
haha
some is today, some is monday, tuesday and wednesday
but now together say first haha
hmmmm
tmr going to Daniel's house for the his birthday party
haha
Really want to thank him also as his put his birthday party at a sunday partly the reason is because of me
really thank him a lot
THANK YOU DANIEL-SAN!!!
haha
okok
want to give this collage to my poly cliques

Really happy to have them to be my poly clique
fun and laughter have never end in our clique
so lets continue it and have it forever:)
haha
okok
I think I will end my post here
hmmm
wanted to change my blog skin so will try to find a new one
haha
okok see you guys :)
have a great week end and for polymate
next monday school will start!!! :D

A bit sleepy

2009-09-07T00:05:00.002+08:00

haha
felt a bit sleepy....
don't know why
haha
maybe didn't sleep well last night
haha
hmmm
this week was the first week of holiday
didn't feel bored yet
soon
but attachment is coming soon
in 2 more weeks time
the coming week's "activities" no a lot
see how it goes
haha
hmmm
nothing else to blog leh
and no mood to blog
so
I shall end it here
bye bye:)

Life's short

2009-09-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

As I mentioned it in my last post, my uncle passed away
Monday was the last day of the funeral.
My uncle was cremate at Mandai Crematorium and Columbarium Complex
It was 945am.
The time we reach there
they waited for a while
then they continue on to move the coffin into the hall
after the they sing songs and pray for my uncle
then it was the time to see my uncle for the time
we have to present the flower to him also
When I saw him for the last time
I saw that he smiled
I thought to him
It might be a realse to him
a release to his family too
He was a loving husband to my auntie
He was a strict father to my cousins
even thought I'm not that close to my uncle
but still a lost of a relative is quite hurting us
Life's short
cherish is what we should do and do
forgive and forget is something that everyone should have done
don't wait till you lose it and you regret it

Forgive and forget...

2009-08-28T23:17:00.002+08:00

these few day never update blog is because I was having exam...
another reason is that my uncle was hospitalise...
it happen last sunday...
they say that he was brain dead
monday then I got the news
tuesday night I went to visit him with my dad and another uncle
then wednesday pray for my grandparents
thursday after my exam, I went down to visit him myself again
today friday......
afternoon, my aunt called say that the doctor and my uncle's family decided to take out the machine and the tube that helps my uncle to breathe
she called at 1 something
then
the next thing I know is
at 4 plus
My aunt called again
she said that my uncle passed away
I was not shock cause I expected it
It's just a matter of time
for brain dead
It's hardly that the patient will recover
he was healthy man
don't smoke, don't drink
was very careful about eating and drinking
he don't midnight oil and was retired
every morning he will goes out for a morning jog
all his medical check up was perfect
just that he have slightly high blood pressure
and just then
just because his daughter move new house and his grandson turns one year old
he was too happy
till the blood went all the way up to the brain
and caueses his brain been destory and his brain dead
he is 66 years old

a person can live how long is all fated
what meant to go will go
theses things are not within our control
a person who live in this world is just like a visitor
you visit this place for some years and you will need to go
born, old, sick and death
everyone have to go through this route
no matter you are a king
or you are a beggar
you still have to go through this route
is just a matter of time
a person just live in this world for a few years
cherish the people that you love and are beside you
don't wait till the very last minute
then you know what is cherish
this minute the person may be beside you
but the next minute he might be gone
forgive and forget to everything
cherish the person that you love...

I shouldn't have.......

2009-08-15T00:20:00.002+08:00

well....
today I posted because I got nothing to do
welll
cannot say nothing to do
should say got but lazy
you should guess it.........
study~~~~~
aiya....
I lazy to study la.....
but still....
have to la
next week exam start liao
lazy also must study la
BUT!
look on the bright side
after exam my break start liao!
WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*siao!*
you must be thinking like that right
haha
break nia.....
haha
but to me is
at least no need to study mah
BUT!
bad news.......
I got attachment......
sian.......
3 week somemore.......
BUT! got money take la
I heard........
1 day like $10 arh
so I will get $140
you must be thinking
"should be $150 la! you maths fail arh!"
NOPE!
cause the 3 weeks
first week first day is PH (PH= Public Holiday)
so..... work for 14 days nia......
so...... $140 lor
haha
hmmm.....
sian la
I attachment that week is I got things on one lor
now make me some days can do my things some days can't
WA BIA!
haha
but never mind la
go attachment can have experience.....
some more got money take leh.....
HEY HEY HEY!!!
I not because got $$$ take then go one hor
is really because can gain experience then I will wish to go one hor
I not $$$ face ok.......
haha $.$
no No NO!!!
haha
hmmm
I from thursday untill next thursday no school
cause is study break
say sian can't say sian
say stress also can't say stress
aiya
whatever....
haha
k la
blog quite a lot liao....
should stop here liao
haha
~Bye bye~~~
:)

I'm so sorry
I then just realise that in the last post
I shouldn't have say that " the 1 year is still on"
I'm really sorry
I don't mean
I just wanted to say
didn't think so much at that point of time
I will think twice next time before I say or type something

well.....
a person can't be strong forever.....
there are times that a person will feel weak or feel lost in some ways
It's normal
even I feel weak or lost at times don't even say you
well
actually
it's how a person look at it
so
I hope you can be happy and forget all the unhappiness.
really hope you can try to do it even thought you might not but at least you try
happy is the only feeeling that I hope you really can have.....

You always smile
But in your eyes
Your sorrow shows...

happy? sad? excited? I'm not sure...

2009-08-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

hmmm
today got no class
so didn't go to school
past few days was busy with my presentation
and test also
finally it's over
now
next week I'm having a test coming up
so have to study hard:)
while.... in about 2 weeks
I will been having my exam
there are 4 papers
major exams......
really have to study hard
quite scared la
actually I don't feel like blogging one
cause lazy
but got SOMEONE keep on ask me to update my blog
for ONE reason...
because the person is bored
wa lao!
ok la
not blaming the person
cause at least got someone to NAG at me to blog
if not I think I will leave it for 1 or 2 weeks again to rot
haha
thanks arh
haha
well
another week had gone
a new week has come
well
time really flies
haha
now is august liao
well I have entered nyp for about nearly 4 months
hmmm
from sec school come up to poly
it's a big step
well
I'm being well in poly
glad to know a well group of friends
they really help me alot
we laugh together alot
really happy to know this group of friends
and of course
not forgetting my class also
you rocks man
women also
haha
cause most
or I should say 95% of them are female
haha
you must be like "Woo.... "
yes you didn't see wrong
95%
my class only got 2 guys
one is me
another one is a malay guy
haha
drama guy actually
haha
yup
hope
or I should say
we will be happy for the rest of the poly life in nyp :)
haha
okok tired liao
lazy to type also
haha
k la
go liao
bye!

I think I'm ok again
the time before was really because that I really.......
I don't know to say
or I should say
I don't know how to express it in words
what I want to say is
I really wish that you are happy
If there are anything you vent it out or want to find someone to talk to
you can always find me
even thought that I know you won't
never mind
as long as you know that
I will be there for you
not on the another side
but someone that you can always talk to
the 1 year is still on....

I know I shouldn't...... but I have not choice because I don't have a choice.......

2009-07-21T22:18:00.002+08:00

today school was ok
feel ok in school actually
but when I'm back home
the feeling and thoughts came back again
so
not in a mood again
sorry
will end my post here
wish I will feel better tmr

This was not I wanted
but just the feel came back
I did try not to think about it and concentrate in my work
but
do you think I can?
NO!
I can't
It was just you and you
not I want to think back
not I want remember it
but it just came back
you might think whether it's you
I did say not wanting to talk about it
but I sure
you knew that it was you
the reason I didn't say it out
because it will make us feel weird the next time we talk
I don't know if you still remeber something that I told you before
I did say before that I will wait for you for 1 year
I mean it and I will do it
it was not for show or to give you stress or anything
but it was just what I wanted to do
1 year means 1 year
no matter I will still wait
not for an answer from you
because
I know it will be a no forever
no need to feel stress or guilty after reading
cause you don't have to
it was just a feeling from me......

things will never come when you wish
things will never appear when you want
sometime it was just life
and this is life......

When is it all going to end...

2009-07-20T23:46:00.003+08:00

hmmm
today got test
finally finish one
but friday still got another one
today lecturer show us the result of the previous test
then I fail
this is the first test I fail in nyp
feel moody today after looking at the result
hais...
no choice also
just hope the overall will pass so that I do not need to retake the paper
hmmm
today on bus back home
was thinking about the things that happen in the past
this make me even more moody
so today won't blog much
so ya

sometime is really wonder when is it all going to end?
it was a long time thing and yet I still remember
was it just I can't forget it?
I really need to forget it and not thinking about it anymore
life have to goes on and I can't keep looking back
but
sometime it was not me that I want to remember
but was things that makes me remeber it
I really do need to forget it
everything was settle and I should not remember it at all
if not I will go deep in again
people say time can let people forget the things in the past
and I wish that it works on me
I really have to forget it
and not letting it coming back again
If not
it will be back to square one again...

School Started.....

2009-07-18T00:14:00.004+08:00

erm.... I did like 1 month and 5 days didn't update my blog liao....
OMG~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dead blog.... haha
but!
got reason one ok.....
ok firstly.....
after my holiday started the first week....
I was busy help the band for their investiture....
the second week was busy doing my holiday assignments..... that stupid 1000 words but did manage to finish it with the help of lots of people
Must SPECIALLY thanks Mr Phua cause he did a pre-reading for me and help me edit it also....
haha
THANK YOU MR PHUA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:)
beside doing my assignments....
our poly classmates came out with a plan to have a class outing
then they say go Sentosa...
haha was fun even thought not the whole class is there but most of them are....
haha was fun and tiring also
got sunburn after that one the shoulder and face
face a bit only la....
haha
then school inform say got 1 week holiday extended
so.....
got 1 more week holiday lor
but still there are homework and it's like E-Learning like that....
haha
sian la
then last week got to start school.....
*Finally*
haha
but then after school start I thought of holiday again
cause very tired
just the 2 weeks before
which mean the last 2 weeks
I already got 2 presentation, 1 practical test and 1 theory test.
wa lao
in 2 week already so many test liao la
but lucky all these had finally finished
*Sweat*
haha
then
the next week I got 2 more test coming up
then in 4 weeks time I will have my exam....
WA LAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha
crazy right
but when you come poly you will know...
haha
then you will feel that secondary school will be better.....
haha
wait kids wait......
haha
one day you will feel how the poly seniors feel.....
haha
hmmmm
OH YA!
today went to Sakae Sushi to eat and actually to celebrate one of my good friend's birthday
haha
actually should be belated cause she 16 of july birthday
so ya
haha
wanted to celebrate earlier one....
but she got camp.....
stupid la.....
I mean the camp stupid not she
haha
so ya
anyway
we help her celebrate
but before us our class everyone got fork out a sum of money
then one of the classmate go order cakes
and special thing is it's cup cakes
we ordered 25 of them
so that each one of the classmates can have 1 cup cake and also give the teacher one also
then today morning
just after the practical class
the teacher call her out
looks angry
and she say
"Come.... Come out....... We receive a complain from lot of teacher and your classmates also complain"
then she was like
"What did I do sia???" the look
then when she stand in front
then the teacher say
" Ok class...... now you tell her all your complains...."
then it started
1, 2, 3
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You.
haha
everyone include the teacher tease her lor.....
haha
was like so funny
she look so innocent
thought that what happen
but in the end was help her celebrate birthday
haha
one good way to her your friend to celebrate his/ her birthday with the help of teacher arh
haha
hmmm
the cup cakes are in a box
then the 4 ends are the cup cakes with the Liverpool Logo one it cause she like Liverpool
then each cup cake got words on it
and it form a sentence
" You'r Legal 21"
cause she's 21 this year so she's legal to do anythings that she want liao
so ya
haha

Oh ya
I have change my blog songs
change it to Mixpod also
cause mixpod better as at least it can play the full song
haha

so ya
I think this long post did explain somethings that I had for the weeks that i didn't blog
haha
so ya
will TRY to blog again la....
plus I quite lazy la....
haha
so ya
see ya:)

Don't know why but juat that i felt disappointment from you....

Term Break

2009-06-13T14:43:00.001+08:00

Finally.....
after so long
This is what I'm waiting for....
TERM BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Woohoo
haha
BUT!
got break like no break leh
got ica
got 1000 WORDS ESSAY need to write
WA LAO!
haha
but
still
a break is a break
so just enjoy it:)
haha
oh ya!
sorry that I so long never blog
cause the past week(s) or days
I got test, ICA (presentation), practical test going on
so no time to blog so ya
~sorry~
Lol!
haha
so ya
I think that's all
:)
Will try to blog soon:)

Worries?

2009-05-27T22:06:00.002+08:00

Why worry so much?
there's lot of stuff going on in our life
you don't even know what will happen the very next minute
so why worry so much?
you might just die after you read this post? (It's just a example)
so why?
why worry about your life so much?
everyone who are born on this earth
"you" are just a guest to this place
after a very short period of 60 or 70 over years
you will be leaving and go back to where you start
so
live happily
do whatever you like to do (not those thing that you will hurt other people or yourself)
stay happy and live happy
don't worry so much

~be happy~
~worry-free~

Finally

2009-05-22T10:18:00.003+08:00

Finally....
today is friday...
which means....
tmr is saturday....
which means....
WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha
you all might think
"What the big fuss of weekend?!"
right?
hmmm
to me
is very big
cause
I'm really tired of Poly
cause
I really not enought sleep
and
I'm tired of ICAs and homework and TEST!
tired tired tired
I know I said it a lot of times
and a lot of people tell me that
"It's only the beginging only"
but to me
I really can't take it liao
Hais
can't also must take it
no choice
endure bah

ok
I have to apoloise for not blogging for about a week
cause
tuesday got test
then busy studying
then
after school come back home so tired
then
now
today
having long break so
thought of blogging:)
hmmm
Wednesday went to chomp chomp to eat
with
Jazscia, Jason, Weng Guan, Lina and Bridget
hmmm
after that
still "hungry"
Jazscia suggested go a near by Ice-cream shop to eat
so went there
hmmm
their Ice-cream really nice sia
haha
hmmm
ordered 3 different kind
then share among ourself
haha
NICE NICE:)
haha :D
hmmm
then ya
don't know what else to blog liao
LOL!
haha
ok
that's all for today bah
will blog again:)
~soon~
haha
:)

End of week 3

2009-05-08T23:38:00.002+08:00

hmmm very fast
week 3 end liao
is like
a blink of an eye
and the week have past can
wa lao
poly life is do damn fast can
week 5 I'm having a test
then
week 7 got 2 ICA
then don't know week what got test again
WA LAO
can't take it liao
~stress~
again
I'm VERY tired
not enough of sleep
tired of ICAs, test
stress about test and ICAs
Arghh..........
dieing soon
hais
no choice
poly life
everyone have to go through it
so ya
just have to get use to it
so ya
today went dinner with daniel, shi hui and jun wei at hougang mall
so ya
ok la
long time never see each other
hmmm
then went home after that
hmmm
a bit sleepy liao
so ya
will update again
:)

Blog songs!

2009-05-04T22:10:00.002+08:00

haha
I put up my first 3 blog songs
hmmm
looks a bit weird i know
still trying to put up better blog songs
ok
hmmm
school today was ok
still
same old thing
I'm so tired~~~
not enough of sleep
hmmm
due to the stupid flu
my school started with this
"take temperture exercise"
wa lao
got 2 different time slot
got a.m. and p.m. one
if you go in school the morning
you go in
take temperture
then you can go anywhere in the school
but
if you have class in afternoon
you have to go all the way back to auditorium
take temperture AGAIN
wa lao
so "ma fan" la
OMG
hais
no choice
follow lor
~sian~
hmmm
very stress about the ICA
lots of things need to be done
so stress and busy
wa....................
ok
I think that's all for today
so ya
BYE!

It's just a way....

2009-04-30T23:51:00.002+08:00

I just realise....
I walk a different way from others....
A very different way....
A way that people at my age won't walk...
A way that people at my age won't want to walk...
It's a different way from others...
It's also a difficult way too....
A way that no one had thought of walking at my age.....
No one....
Never....

Very confuse what I am talking about?
I also don't know what I am talking about
It's just a thought that I suddenly thought of...
Very lame right?
haha

Hmmm
today school was ok
hmmmm
very tired as usual
hmmm
tmr is PH
so no school for tmr
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but
got e learning need to do
sian~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
and need to read up a 10-20 pages of notes
and need to key out the key point
sian sian~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hmmm
sat meeting my subgroup member for discussion
so have to do all these
no choice
hmmm
got 2 ICA need to do
so ya
~Tired~
haha
hmmm
still don't know what programme for TODAY (past 12 le mah)
so ya
shall see how first
hmmm
~hungry~
going to cook maggie noodle to eat:)
haha
supper!
haha
but will gain fat
so ya
haha
have to exercise
haha
ok
will update soon:)
Bye!

In School!

2009-04-29T17:18:00.002+08:00

hey...
guess where am I now?
..................................
asnwer is..........................
I'm in school
I'm in the school's library
after classes liao
so came here
then now waiting for lina to eat dinner together
hmmm
tmr have a 10 mins presentation
so just now
I was discussing with my group members
hmmm
I'm so bored now.....
I can do e learning
but I'm lazy la
haha
so
slacking around lor
hmmm
quite tired but still
no choice
tmr still got class
then
friday Public holiday
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cause no school
BUT
still got e learning
~sian~
hmmm
want to sleep~~~~
haha
ok
I think that's all for today
will update again
bye~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

A feeling that can't be express out

2009-04-27T00:31:00.002+08:00

Hmmm
I always have this feeling that can't be express out
it's always very small
so it still can control it
but now
suddenly this feeling became very big
this feeling I call it
"A feeling that can't be express out"
it's a feeling that is deep inside my heart
it was never been "out" of my heart before
never
so I wish one day
it can be express out
so that my heart will feel better
not like now

hmmm so weird and can't understand what i mean
it's ok
cause it's like only me and myself what I am talking about
well tmr
again no school for me cause I have no class
BUT
I still have to go back cause I will be meeting my subgroup for lunch
then we will have to discuss about the presentation
hmmm week 7 we will have a presentation
then week don't when will have another presentation
hmmm
lots of stuff needed tobe done
so ya
will be quite busy
but
I still will take out sometime to post and blog about what am I doing and busy with
so ya
will post soon again
:)

Again
a smile of mine doesn't mean I am really happy
but no matter what
I will still wish you happy
a smile doesn't means anything

First Weekend!

2009-04-25T17:49:00.005+08:00

haha
finally!
The FIRST weekend after studying in NYP
haha
weird?
but really
what I meant was that
so fast
a week of poly life had gone just like that
hmmm
time pass so fast
a blink of eye and a week just went past like that
time really flies
haha
hmmm
will be busy preparing presentations
then weeks 3 onwards
I will have to go back for lessons
so...
it means that I will not have "holiday" on monday
so
monday will be blue again for me
~sian~
but no choice
hmmm
Next friday will be a PH
(P.S. PH means Public Holiday)
so
next week will have a long weekend:)
haha
hmmm
schools and lesson are ok for me yesterday
hmmm
next week onwards
I will not be so "free" liao
cause everything will start
then will have to study a lot liao
so
will start to be busy? (even thought that I now also very busy liao)
hmmm
so
yup
I think that will be all
so
Bye!

This is a photo of my classmates.
It was taken during a games in our orientation.
hmmm
not eveyone inside
so sad :(
well
I enjoy being in this class
and I enjoy being with my classmates.
NR0910 :)

~Tired~

2009-04-23T21:38:00.002+08:00

I'm like so tired can
every so early wake up
then so late then end school
can't take it le
WA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok...
I like crazy man like that I know
but really VERY tired
haha
ok
these few days in school was ok
learn really a lot of thing
food in school was nice too
today
during my ONLY break
me and my friends went ALL THE WAY from north canteen to south canteen
cause they want to try out the food there
I ate the chicken chop
not bad
quite nice
and it only cost like $3.30?
with rice added some more
cheap right?
haha
poly food are cheap and good:)
haha
then after finish
we sat there
then suddenly a group of 3 person came to us
hands holding camera, mike all them
then ask uus whether can ask us some question about what's good/ nice about the western food while filming us
wa
I was like
"wad de..."
then they ask my friend beside me, Jazmyn first
then she was like
"Huh? what to say?" then we told her about agar agar what to say
then she " orh ok lor"
then they started
then they say
" arh... not really good leh can film again?"
then she was like
"HUH?!"
then we all laugh
then they film again
then ok leh (I thought)
then suddenly the camera woman turn the camera toward me
then I was shock
then I say " I also need arh?"
then they say " ya.."
I was like "wa..... can don't want?"
then they all say
"arh Teck Liang... yo can one la..."
I was like
"wa........... ok lor"
then then started
then I finish they say
" arh... you say it very good we will surely use your but can you say good points one side then bad points one side? so that when we cut it, it will be ok. not like weird weird de"
then I was like
"huh?! orh ok lor...."
then they started again
then finish
then they say
'very good! we sure will use your's!"
then I was like
"huh?! good meh? haha ok..."
haha
that's it haha
like so what la
suddenly kena film
don't know where they going to put it at
better don't show it on tv arh
haha
so pai seh
haha
ok... that's for the day:)
will update some more when go time
haha

First Day of school!

2009-04-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

Today
was the first day of school in Poly
not bad
i attend a few of class le
even thought that it's a few classes only
but
I realise that I need to learn A LOT of things
I got difficuity la
cause
I don't study bio for O level
BUT
Nursing need A LOT things from bio
so
I have to study a bit harder then the rest
so that I can caught up with them
hmmm
even thought that it's the first day of school
but I already feel stress le
cause I can't caught up with the rest so
I have work harder
so ya
that's about it for today
tmr still need wake up VERY early so
yup
that's all
bye!

It had started
and it also the end of it.
Have fun!
:)

After orientation...

2009-04-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

haha
a "bit" too late
but
after the orientation
everyone (including me!) were all VERY tired
ran here and there
know things about the school
having fun games
know better of my class and my classmates
oh ya
I know what class am I in le
NR0910
that will be the class I will be in for the next 3 years
haha
not bad
the orientation not bad I like
hmmm
tmr is the start/first day of most (or all) of poly students
BUT
tmr I don't have any class
so........
it means I no need go down nyp:)
BUT
tmr I'm still going down
~sian~
I'm going down cause I need to get my booklist, get my Ezlink card, meet my friend to take some thing
so
no choice
still have to go down :(
BUT!
I'm not going down alone
I'm going down with some of my classmates:)
haha
ok la
not bad
haha
ok
I think that's all for today
bye:)

I have enter my poly life
And that means
the promise that I have promise I will have to do it
I will try to forget you
and concentrate on poly life
I wish you all the best
Being happy with him and wish you smile everyday
:)

but
I have to say
the smile I gave
it always went past a torture

Orientation!

2009-04-16T23:53:00.002+08:00

Lol
tmr will be my orientation at NYP
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
don't know why but I'm sooooooooooooo scared
haha
weird right?
haha

all right
today went AMK with weng guan, yan hwee and lina
then watch the movie call " Handsome Suit"
haha
and
I like a sentence that the lead male actor say
"Only being you yourself, then you will found your real happiness."
a bit singlish la
cause I forgot the real sentence le
but the meaning is still the same
yup so that all from mr today
tmr still got orientation need to go
need wake up early so ya
go to sleep le
bye

Efforts are not going down to drain
it is just a effort that I wish to give you

GOLD!

2009-04-08T16:25:00.003+08:00

haha
one day late
but still
Congrats to Yuying Concert Band for getting a Gold for SYF 2009
Woo!
haha
all the hard work and effort have paid off
haha

hmmm
yeasterday woke up at 6 am
then 7 sonething reach school
make breakfast for the members
then they have run through
then
there they go for the SYF
then reach there
they went to report
then wait
then go in the tuning room
the alumni at this time all went in to the hall the
found seats
then watch a band before ours
then
Yuying Concert Band were up on stage le
all ready
then they play
then
2 more band played
then
a break while waiting for results to be out
then
" Band No. 123, Yuying Secondary School................ GOLD"
wa
everyone scream like siao
haha
was damn happy
woo
then went out
almost everyone cried (of course I didn't cry la)
not because sad but was too happy
haha

haha
once again
I congrats Yuying Concert Band for getting Gold!
:)

that was a best present for you

Nervous?

2009-04-06T01:17:00.004+08:00

Lol?
I'm nervous because the band's Syf is coming
in about 22 hours 28 mins and 31 sec they are going to have their SYF
hmmm
first time going throught the SYF without the SYF feel
cause I'm not in there anymore
hmmm
their aim now
Gold with Honour
hmmm
really hope that they can do it
really feel nervous because don't know what result they will get
even if we keep on saying that the results doesn't really matters
but deep in my heart
I really wish that they can get Gold with Honour
they set it
they should get it
hmmm
these few days never blog cause mostly is because I lazy :x
haha
then partly is not free
haha
excuses la
lol
hmmm
tmr going to down too again and see them so ya
hmmm
the only thing that I can say to them is

Make it OR Break it
It's a Medal OR a Paper
:)

very what right
but it's true

Good luck
All The Best:)

Don't be unhappy
Make it a happy day for you
Smile...

A bit tired...

2009-03-20T21:27:00.002+08:00

Today went back to band
then went to lunch with Mr Faizal, azmir, junisa, sherman, alvin, kai wen (hope i never spell wrong), david (also hope never spell wrong), tian fu.
then went back
they got seational
talk to the seation
then tune them
played some part
combine?
then seational again
this time is with the clarinet seation
then play some part for both songs
then Mr Phua came to conduct them
then went combine again? lol
then went dinner with lina, vanessa, azmir, si yan, weng guan and tian fu.
then home
haha
lol
yup
now at home le lor
lol
tmr will be a very busy day for the band cause they got an important exchange at AMK secondary
and
it will be a very busy and tiring day for me too
cause I will have a very big and important prayer
so ya
haha

see how sweet is your smile will just make me happy
at the same time
I will sad too
Because
it will not be for me...

New Laptop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-18T23:53:00.002+08:00

haha
just got my new laptop
like last (last) week?
haha
was having fun with it untill never update?
opps... :x
haha
next week went for the band camp
stay over from friday night to sat
then sat afternoon went home
then today went DSS to have band exchange
ok la
maybe because of the hall that's why it sound like they play not that well
maybe? maybe not?
lol
hmmm
tmr they going to HSS to have exchange but i not going
cause very early
somemore i need to do something at home
so ya
haha friday then go down for their band practice
haha
19 more days to their SYF
I really wish that they can get GOLD!
haha
if really come true
i will be really happy for them
haha
hmmm
so
I think that's all for today
so ya
Bye! :)

I try to forget you...
But, in another hand
I really miss you a lot...

Tired Day?

2009-03-05T00:11:00.001+08:00

hmmm...
today went to Punggol Cc to play badminton with Elisa and Jian Wei
after that went to Long John to have "dinner" (I put " " cause my mum got cook so that does not consider as dinner)
but way before that
when I was on the bus to hougang
I saw this scene outside the bus

I saw two primary student walking
one of them was hold umbrella
and the one holding umbrella was not carrying any bag
then
before them
I saw this "Ah Ma"
carrying a looks heavy, red in colour school bag
I believe that the school bag bolongs to the "boy boy" who was holding the umbrella
and
I believe the "Ah Ma" is the "boy boy's" grangma
the "boy boy" was talking to the guy beside him
which I believe is his friend...
I was thinking
why can't he carry the bag himself?
the bag looks heavy
and the "Ah Ma" was carrying it for him
he was happily talking to his friend
holding the umbrella to prevent the sunshine
why can't he carry the bag and give "his" "Ah Ma" the umbrella to prevent the sunshine shining on her?
the sun was very bright and sunny
hmmm
was thinking that he is so selfish la
but
after a while
I thought
maybe is the "Ah Ma's" idea of helping him to carry his bag
because he study for the whole day le
scared he too tired
let he have the umbrella
because she scared the sun was too snny
wanted to prevent the "grandson" from the sun

what i want to say that is
a thing is just a thing
a act is just a act
this thing/ act is itself
but
it can be view in many many different ways
it is just how you look at it and from what view you look at it
different person have different mind set
different person have diferent kind of views looking at things
"you" maybe that it's a bad act/ thing
but
at the same time
"I" might think that it's a good act/ thing

the thing/ act is same
but is just that how you look at it

well
I think that's it from me for today
hope that can post real soon..
oh ya
before I forget..
after seeing this post
give me you comments on the tag board bah:)
Bye Bye..

Busy?

2009-03-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

haha
back!
very long never post le
these few days was busy with the enrollment stuff
going here and there
doing this and that
well
tmr going NYP to hand in the forms that they needed
after that going shopping bah (window shopping of course)
haha
hmmm
we back to band last friday
memories just flash back in my mind
well
then dinner and stuff
then went home

well
today
i went to buy a laptop
but didn't get it back
cause i just book it first cause it's on promotion and today was the last day
it cost $999
added stuff and all that
total it cost $1150
ok la
despoit $100 first
then next week pay the rest
haha
it's 4 Gb Ram
built in webcam
got wireless
320 Gb hard disk (if I'm not wrong)
the rest forgot le
haha
anyway
was very happy
of course
haha
well
think that's all for today
haha
will post again soon (hope so.. haha)
bye bye

well
now you got Bf le
wish you happy
hope that he treats you well
just be happy

I don't dare to think too much le

and I think that will be the end of it

Be happy...

maybe? maybe not..

2009-02-07T01:31:00.002+08:00

back
was soooooooooooooo bored these few days
was home these few days
but yesterday and today did went out
today went out to repair my phone with elisa and jian wei
went to repeir mine first
i have to wait untill they have rapair finish thenn call me
the person say it might take 3-5 weeks
OMG
how am I going to live without my phone
Arrgh
nvm
anyway
yesterday went out with elisa, jenson and jian wei
went to bugis and bought the bag i wanted and a pair of shorts
haha
and today bought a sliiper
actually is not slipper but looks like
i forgot what is it called le
anyway
this two days
went out and I found out I spent about $100 over le
must not spent like that le
haha
But
still got some stuff have not buy yet
so..
haha
that's all:)

what can I say?
or I should say
there's nothing much I can say?
forget you?
left you alone?
I can't
from what I see
you seems to live quite ok
so
what should I do?
let you go?
maybe I should
I will
when time is right...
I will.. I will..

what can I do to help?

2009-02-04T01:15:00.002+08:00

well
got into nyp
nusring course
not a course that I like but will try
well
life still have to go on
so
oh well:)

what can I do to help?
you are not even giving a chance for me to help
i wanted to help but you have been closing your door and not letting me know what happen to you
what happen to you?
you don't seems like the last time you
you have changed
change to another person
to another person that seems to be so unfriendly
to a stranger
a person who seems like don't know me
you cut all the communication between you and me
why?
why?
and why..
I really not sure why have it make it untill like that
can you tell me?
did I did something wrong?
can you tell me?
please?..
my heart have not change
and for all you need to know
I still like you..

Why?

2009-01-30T00:37:00.003+08:00

a bit late but still want to wish everyone
Happy New/Niu Year!
haha
another year le
new year, new stuff
hope it can bring in a brand new me:)
just change blogskin
haha
like it alot even thought that it is plain
lol
hmmm
tmr
or I should say today
going to know the posting of school le
excited yet worry
hope that I can go in the course I wanted
and after some serious thinking
I decided to retake some subject for O level
not no choice but wanted to
it will be better:)

chinese new year went alot of place
collected lots of ang bao too
haha
now then i know something
I'm uncle of 3 baby cousin
haha
old le
become uncle le
haha

hmmm
i think that's all for today
hope to post soon
but lazy
haha
see ya! :)

Do you know how lonely am I?
how alone am I without you?
you seems to avoid me
never reply my msg
what happen again?
are you that busy?
I thought what happen before had been solve le mah?
did something happen again?
I really miss you
miss you alot
thousands of word also can't express how i miss you
miss last time how we talk, how we laugh together
I miss you...

Why?

2009-01-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

~Hais~

2009-01-19T00:27:00.002+08:00

O Level is out..
got 29
hais
didn't do well for it
hais
but,
got one thing I sure
I did my best for it
so
some how no regrets la
got 2 nursing course to choose
chose both and went to appeal for rp
supply chain management
really wish that can get it
hais
now feeling better le
before that was worse
hais
who the hell won't feel sad when get this kind of result
but still
no choice what
so do what I can do lor
hais

last friday went back to band to see see look look
cause they got jamming...
so went back
went back with si yan, jian wei, bridget, seng shi hui
ok la

now here
still feeling a bit down
but still
life have to go on
so ya...

Did you know how alone am I without you?
calls or even sms is getting lesser..
some how we are like getting far apart..
i don't ask for more just that can we sms more?
that's all I ask for..
Maybe you won't know how alone am I...

what should I do?

2009-01-11T22:35:00.004+08:00

sorry that never update for so long cause com was down
nowadays the com siao siao de
haha
well...
lots of things had happen
firstly, 2008 is history le and
there is 2009
haha
secondly, i finally gradurate from Yuying Concert Band leh
happy and sad la
haha
then
I think no more le ba
haha
hope and wish that can post more
cause is either I lazy
or the com is down
but most of it is lazy la
haha :x
haha
oh ya
before I forgot
tmr is the day le
thr I am getting my results of O level back le
REALLY REALLY hope that I can get throught it and
can get in to tp and the course that I like which is
Logistics and operations management
haha
really wish can get in sia
OMG
TMR
arrgh
anyway
haha
everyone good luck
haha
got to go
bye bye :)

~hais~
what happen to you
our convesation seems or not seems but really getting less
sms you either never reply or your replys are very short
"ya" "yeah" "no" "lols"
your reply all like that one
somehow it make me feel that I'm so extra to you
sometimes your reply is better
but sometimes
your reply seems to me that you can't be bother
so long le you still don't know me?
hais
what should I do?
what can I do to help to this problem
I really felt helpless
can you go back to the last time that "you"
really
really wish you can treat me better
really
~hais~

went and back?

2008-12-23T22:09:00.003+08:00

went to japan and back
haha
did not inform saying that i am going cause 1 week before the trip i having 1 week prayer
and days before prayers i got concert
and days before concert camp
so
reaally really busy
ha
finally
everthing is settle
now?
waiting for results?
haha scared man
heard that it is on 9 jan
omg
about 17 more days?
shit man
arrgh....
~tired~
tired of everything
seriously
~tired~

everyone that i know seems had got someone to pei them
be loving couples
me?
still single?
haha
sometimes
how i wish there are someone who love me and for me to love
i will really wish someone like that is there for me
but
to be true
there are no one like that
i like that person but that person don't like me
hais
what to do?
no choice
have to be alone
but can someone be there to love me?
please
please be there to love me
please
i am really tired about everything
really tired
really
i need to rest
~tired~
~hais~

Ah teck signing off
bye

went and back?

2008-12-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

late?

2008-11-27T22:14:00.004+08:00

I know it is too late for me to say this
but I still want to say
O level is finally finish man!!!!!!!!
YES!!!
total freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha
cause I lazy to update la
so untill now then I write this
haha
was tied down with band mostly
and of course
for those who know
I got a job too
working as a banquet
for those who don't know what is that
is actually waiter in another word
the hotels that I'm working in are 5 star or 6 star hotel
Last sunday, me and azmir went to RASA hotel at sentosa to work
there was a wedding dinner
not bad la
tiring
then yesterday
I went to Hyatt hotel to work
there was no wedding dinner
so I thought not that tiring
BUT
it was worse
i help out to set up a ballroom for the next day's event, which is today
DAMNNNNNNNNNNNN tiring la
worse than the work at RASA hotel
climing up and down between level 1, 2 and 3
carry these carry that
so tiring
haha
but fun:)
and got to know 3 new friends :)
haha
not bad right?
haha
today went to bad
too tired
but still
have to take it
was whole day at hall have pratice
then chinese dancer came to the hall to have rehearsal with us of the song "The Dance Of Yao"
haha
not bad la
old baritone is back from repair
and so i have to play the old baritone
hope after this repair the baritone can be played
haha
so I think that's all for today
will update IF I not lazy
haha
okok
bye bye! :)
Mr Lim signing off

wanted to see you everyday
hope to see you everyday
and
I will not have you been forgotten forever
Never...

late?

2008-11-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

Half freeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-05T21:40:00.002+08:00

haha
half free only cause o level not yet finish
but but but
only one more paper only
some more is MCQ
relax la relax la
haha
today
got a new phone.....
Nokia 6220 classic
haha
a not bad phone
a 5 mega pixel phone
comes with a 1Gb memory stick (mico SD)
also come with 8 free songs that can be download from Nokia Music Store
haha
not bad arh?
but but but
i paid $188 for it
but bacause my dad renew his plan and
he got a $100 vouncher
so
in the end got to pay $88 only
haha
now
1 more paper to go
and 6 more days to my freedom
haha
tmr got band from 9 to 5
haha going back
so tmr won't be that bored at home
haha
if not will bored to rot
rot to shit
haha
k la
i think that's all for today?
will blog about the use of the phone some other day (MAYbe.......... haha)
haha ok

Mr Lim signing off
bye bye :)

what are you thinking about
some how you have make a choice that day
just from there i know what will be the choice gor the others
haha
should i smile or should i cry?
hmmm
i won't cry
cause i have a promise to someone
and promise that i won't cry for anything
i won't ........... i won't

"O"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-21T22:17:00.002+08:00

sorry that my blog is soooooooooooooooooo dead and never update
reason are:
firstly, Lazy to blog and type
secondly, still Lazy to blog and type
thirdly, still Lazy to blog and type
haha
having Os now
2 days have past
Chemistry and English have past
next paper will be Maths paper 1
the killer paper

2 paper down
9 more paper to go
21 more days to freedom

haha
oh this can move fast man
very tiring
hais
no choice
everyone have to go through it one
haha
once and for all
k la
stop here bah
bye bye :)

Mr Lim signing off

have you ever wonder what's your position in my heart?
how I wish you can be at my side at all time
no matter where I go, I will either see the shadows of yours
or starter to think about you
no matter what happen
I will always like you

Haha.........

2008-09-04T21:25:00.002+08:00

Very long never update leh......
haha.......
lazy la........
sorry.........
haha
many things have change
many things have happen
but
I too lazy too type leh
sorry
went band today
fun but headach
cause help deamond do some QM stuff
then very headach
too many things to do and write leh
haha
old leh
haha
can't say "no, I'm not old leh"
see the band play songs and seational
thought back the old times
it's like just like it happen just yesterday
days past so fast
very soon
O level coming
then a year will past
and a new year will come
time just fly
we can't control time
but time always control us
hais..........
just can't forget the old time
things that we have done
childish but funny
haha
k la k la
don't be so emo like that leh
haha
okok
that's it for the day

Mr Lim signing off
BYE BYE

time control us
but I just can't control myself
I just can't control myself from liking you

and that's because you are too beautiful
I don't just like you because you are beautiful
but because it is just you
it's you that makes me like you
it's you
it's you

Poor

2008-08-10T23:58:00.003+08:00

went to watch "Money No Enough" with my dad and mum
the movie was ok la
not that bad
learn some things from it
"When you are poor, is not that you don't have money, but is because you have lost your loved ones..."
this is what I have learn from is movie
and
be good to your parents
never wait till they are gone then you regret
by then... it's too late
they maybe naggy at sometimes
they will nag is all because they care about you
if they don't care about you,
they will not nag at you
the world is like that
"people" feed us up,
the next time we have to feed other "people" up
come to this world are just like vistors
come to this world for 70, 80 years and you have to leave
you can't bring anything extra to this world
and you can't bring anything extra go
so why not live happily and carry on with life
do whatever you want to do just that it is not something that is not right
live happy and do more good things and you can have a better life the next time

ok
that's what I learn from the movie and how I felt

and so
" When you are poor, is not because you have no money... But because you have lost your loved ones..."
cherish your loved ones and you will not regret...

ok that's all from me today
hope to see more tags on my blog

Going to sleep leh
bye bye............
Mr Lim signing off

hope that I have not lost you
hope that I can have no regrets
I like you....

time's up?

2008-08-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

is the time's up?
have it really happen?
i don't wish that it would happen
don't wish
never.........

went for zero8 run today
did not run but went there to perform
play samba beats
it was fun...............
but, very sunny and hot................
got a bit sunburnt
haha
not that serious la

what are you doing?
can you let me know?
I wanted to know because
because i care about you
I like you.................
I wish I know everything about you
but
you hide everything from me
why?
Ijust wan to care about you........
is that something that is wrong?
what you thinking?

ok
I think that's all for today.................

Mr Lim signing off
bye bye

time's up?

Can I?

2008-08-07T12:59:00.002+08:00

can I?
can I like you?
is it a wrong choice?
can I love you?
i wish i can love you....................
can I?
I like you forever...................

haha now in school
com lab
doing F&N

somethings happen this few days..................
hais
and sorry
didn't update very lately
haha
sorry
ok that's all for today...............
haha sorry

I'm sorry if I did anything wrong
please forgive me
I'm sorry

Mr Lim signing of
Bye Bye

No mercy

2008-07-16T21:39:00.002+08:00

Is a person bad when he/she don't give any mercy?
maybe most of the people will say "Yes"
but there is still some of the people will think that
maybe sometimes not giving any mercy is good

this few day got quite a no. of things happen but as always
I am lazy to type it out
so forget it

today quite boring
whole day studying, studying , studying
assembly also can't go cause the school decide not to let the sec 4, 5 attend it
and make our EL lesson been push forward
but, never mind la
also good
can go early
but suddenly got mok exam
I sian diao
some more the passage is difficult sia
OMG
sure fail one lor
sian

today got seation fun sia
some of the members with us have the "Freeze action"
DARM COOL SIA
junisa help to take videos
one is in band room
one is outside general office
one is outside school gate
wa nice lor
those who interested to take a look can come and find me

ok la
I think that's all for today
got to go
Bye Bye

Mr thinking about loving you signing off

never lie

2008-06-29T23:05:00.002+08:00

never try to lie to a peson
lieing is not a good thing
mayb people who know me ha not seen me being VERY VERY angry before
cause untill now nothing have make me that angry before
but that thing that can make me VERY VERY angry come then
people will see me be a bad person leh
okok
very long never update leh
so ya
now update
but lazy to type
so ya
next time update more bah

Mr Nevr lie signing off
Bye Bye

nothing much

2008-05-30T22:03:00.002+08:00

ys nothing much today
went out to study after physic remidial
then have a game of pool ya
not much cause lazy write
also cause no mood
so ya

don't know why
just feel that I am always thinking about you
just can't don't think about you
just can't
you are just been remember in my head deeply
even if I can forget you
I will never want to
Never
just don't want
I also don't want to be left alone by you

If you need a shoulder,
my shoulder will always be there for you to lean on
If you need a ear for you to say all you worries and sad things,
my ear will always be there for you to say whatever you want to say.
If you need a hug from someone,
my arms will always be open to welcome you.
Just no matter what
Just wish that you will accept what I do and done for you
Never want to wish to be left alone by you

All right
that's all
got to go
will blog more next time (I think so)
ok

Mr never want to be left alone by you signing off
bye bye

...

2008-05-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went study with shi hui, si yan, weng guan and jian wei
then rain
but wemg guan and I wants to go to the toliet
then went to it at the nearest S-11
then went to back rojak ( If i never spell wrong) back for si yan and myself
then eat leh
stusy a bit leh
then want to go home then something happen
then suddenly I emo leh
then the face turn very very black (As I know today when I ask them)
then ya
emo
then ok leh
today went out with them to study again
we did not study at study corner
we study outside mac
at first shi hui did not join us
cause she need to do the class thing
then after that then she join us
then went home........................

thats all

Did you know that what you did yesterday make me feel hurt ?
On the spot I can really feel a hurt in my heart
you can say I sensitive even you say " don't think too much can."
not I what but
Really
On that very moment
I really felt you using the knife and cut my heart into half
this is the first time in my life that my heart hurts like that
really
even thought that it is wounded now but
it is still bleeding..............

Okok
thats really all for today

Mr Hurt by you signing off
Bye Bye

Hmmm...........

2008-05-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

hmmm............
today got Chinese O level exam
I was darm scare
the hall was so so quiet
different feeling from prelims
after that
was at canteen pei daniel wait for Jun wei
He went to see VP
and while waiting
I was been BULLY by Daniel and Azmir
Arrgh..........
Then when to eat with jian wei and azmir
saw li zhen they all
then went to study with them and si yan at study corner
then pei si yan go popular
while me, jian wei, azmir sit outside while waiting for si yan
then azmir went to kill a not moving but alive fly
wa lao
that stupid fly just stay there
waiting for azmir to kill
haha

Orh ya
TO people out there who knows me:
DO NOT make fun of my name please
It is rude and it is not funny
I RESPECT your's and you RESPECT my
I guess you won't want your name to be make fun of one day

okok
that's all for today

Mr Don't make fun of my name signing off
Bye bye

Thinking

2008-05-13T22:05:00.002+08:00

today is 3 day after exam leh
Finally, exam finish
YEAH
but "O" level chinese coming
~SIAN~
then everyday before recess all the periods are all chinese
~ MORE SIAN~
sian la
everyday chinese
want to vomit leh
today went studying with si yan and shi hui
then i study untill sleep
haha :D
cause too tired leh mah so sleep lor

Thinking
something that you have to do everyday
no mather what
whatever you need to do
you have to think
no mather what
like, studies, go where eat, see girl
all must think
so it is very de important
it is important
but, the more important thing is "what are you thinking?"
things that you do or ever never do also need to think

Thinking
what I am thniking is just you
What are you doing?
What are you thinking?
but
No mather what
I am still thinking about you
everywhere I go
Whenever I am
I am thinking of you

But,
Do you know I am thinking about you?
Do you know I like you?
Maybe , Maybe not

But,
as i say
no mather what
I will always think about you

No mather
I will still like you
Always

okok thats all for today
Mr Lim sigging off
bye bye

Exam

2008-05-05T21:56:00.002+08:00

Exam Exam Exam
SIAN
sure die one lor
need to distress sia
if not will die
after friday
the last prelim paper must go play untill siao first
为何我好像每分每秒都在想着你?
每晚的那个"她",是你吗?
我需要你的爱
why?
It seems that like you don't really care about me?
not like last time
not to say that you last time care about me a lot la
but better than now
Why?
i really want to know Why
can you like please tell me?
Please?

I going to post more after prelim man if not
my blog like sherwin's blog like that
"Dead Fish"
haha
opps:x
k la k la
that all for now la
will post more when after exam ( I hope)
opps :x
haha
k la k la
Mr Lim Teck Liang Signing Off
haha
bye bye

stress

2008-04-20T22:12:00.002+08:00

I think is too late leh but never mind
Yeah we got Distinction
ok syf stress is over but examstress is here leh
sian :(
these few days cannot use com cause computer kena virus
sian
now ok leh
ok thats for today
and by the way
sherwin I update my blog leh hor don't say i never update hor

performance at west coast

2008-03-30T23:56:00.002+08:00

hey a very long long time never update leh
now
let me talk about today's performance at west coast
a nice at there
the field there is "very" dry
after a rain
muddy field, hard to march but we still pull throught in
nice performance was been say by some of the other conductors
didn't get the chance to march in, sian :(
we was the first item for the all thing
i was like
WA first one leh
sian
darm nervous leh
playing a important role in the band for marching
Bass Drum
darm scary
but the people there who are watching us to perform was very supportive
clap and cheer for us
after the performance was darm tired
mr faizal treat us ice-creams from mac
Thank a lot
tiring day
but enjoy a lot
78% leh band members
jia you!!!!!!
2% more to go
JIA YOU

a nice, tiring but a wonderful day

In a bad mood

2008-02-26T13:57:00.002+08:00

now
while writng this post i am not really in a mood
nothing to do
not really in a mood to talk
some thing haappen to me which i can't even say
not to any one
only to myself
having no mood
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I have enough of it
can't take it leh
how i wish i can die NOW
yes
i mean NOW
no mood
really no mood..................................
in a moody mood now
die
how i wish i can do it
but i can't
crap
i am too stress leh
emo
maybe i should be emo
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i wish to die
but i can't
can't
too much things leh
can't let it go
espcially her and my family
my home
can't let it go just like that
can't
i can't do it
i don't bear to do it
don't

happy chinese new year

2008-02-14T14:06:00.002+08:00

long time never post leh
my blog never die
i won't let it die de
got a lot of thing want to say
but lazy to type :)
just like to wish everyone a happy chinese new year
wish that sec 4 express and 5 normal student will pass "O" level with flying colour

I am still waiting for you.......................

You make a cut in my heart

2008-01-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

an answer that you gave
sorry...................... too late le
though that you accept
but
never thoughtthat another guy ask you before me
and the guy
2 time
2 time that the girl I like he also like
the first I know ot already
but the second time
i was shock
totally shock
you make a cut in my heart
and now make me can't go to sleep
I really thought that you would accept me
really
but never thought the the result will end like that
never mind
I will wait
I will wait for you
not cursing you two
but just say that
I will wait for you..................

new year

2008-01-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

didn't blog for quite a long time le
many thing happen( but lazy to type :D)
maybe next time bah
first day of school today
a brand new feeling
seniors have gone
now we are the seniors le
wa sian
o level coming
marching syf coming too
93 more days to go (if I am not wrong)
so ya
tired today
sleepy too
write untill here bah

time pass so fast

2007-12-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

time has pass so fast
tomorrow i am going to my band camp
2nd day of my camp will be the 1st techrun in yuying with pei xin for the coming concert
6 more days will be the 2nd tech run in pei xin with pei xin
7 more days will be my very big prayers in this year which is having on 20,21,22,23,24,25 of dec
9 more days will be yuying and pei xin's conert "Passione 2"
12 more days will be christmas day
18 more daysthe year 2007 will end and 2008 will begin
20 more days will be the starting of school again
time fly so fast
a year is going to be finish
and
another year is going to begin
and
"O" level is just next year
stress stress

you have always be in my heart
you have never left my heart
these few days I wanted to tell you "I Like You"
but I am scaerd
I scaerd that I tell you I like you
you will like other girls
reject me, block me, hide away from me
I don't want that to happen
thats why
untill now
I still didn't tell you that
"I Like You"

got my father's phone

2007-12-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

hmmmm
today went to simei ALONE to collect back my father's phone
and
i have waited for VERY long
wa then is my turn then collect le go walk walk
and i can tell you this :
Walking alone is a very boring thing
PLUS
the mall itself have nothing to shop
so
not very long
i took a train to Tampines
and went walking ALONE again
then 5 plus took a bus
went back home

you are the someone I don't like
to me
you are such a asshole
before you came, every thing is all right
but
after you you came
it seems like everyone in the world likes you
it seems like you are taking everyone that is my friends away
you are evil to me
you evil person
and from onwards
you are my enemy
I HATE YOU.........................

went to watch movie

2007-11-30T21:18:00.000+08:00

today went to watch movie
with li zhen, yan ming and jian wei
at ceneleisure
watch the movie "Enchanted"
Very nice the movie
and
the ending very special
i like the ending too
and jian wei say
in side the dragon cannot fly up because the wing too small
then the tail very long and the dragon very heavy so thats why it cannot fly
only can climb
hahas
lol
so funny

I AM SO SORRY

2007-11-26T21:40:00.002+08:00

I AM REALLY SORRY TO ALL SENIORS AS WHAT I WROTE IN THE LAST POST
I REALLY DID NOT MEAN IT
I AM SO SORRY
SORRY THAT I HAVE NOT THINK BEFORE I WRITE
I AM SO SORRY
TO MEAN THAT I AM SORRY
I HAVE DELETED MY LAST POST TO SHOW THAT I AM REALLY SORRY
AND SORRY TO THOSE SENIORS THAT HAVE BEEN PUNLISH ON THAT DAY
IF YOU ALL THINK THAT IT IS NOT ENOUGH
TELL ME STRAIGHT
THEN ON WEDNESDAY'S BAND PRACTICE
I WILL SHOW MY APOLOGIZE TO ALL SENIORS
YES I WILL

I AM SORRY.....................................

new phone

2007-11-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

on 4/11/07
I bought a new phone
today 13/11/07
then I blog on it
I pro right?
haha
I got a nokia 6288
on the 7/11/07
I sent it for repair
OMG WTH
is like only 3 days only
I and then I make it spoil?
no la
actually is sent it to upgrade the software
haha
the phone no bad la
BUT
while I am writing this post
it is the first time
I bought the phone from starting untill now
the first time I DROP THE PHONE
OMG
I wish nothing happen to it
and wish that
it will not drop again
arh

Friends

2007-11-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

Today then I know you all are these kind of "friends"
I am really hurt today
Why?
when you all need me, I will be there for you
but,
when I need you
you all ran away
Why?
Must you all do these to me?
How can you do this to me?
take me as what?
when you need someone then you call me "friend"
when you don't need me you
I am just a person that you don't know?
Why?
I am totally disapointed in you all
totally
disapointed
Should I still take you all as my friend?
Or
I should just let it go?

Can't forget her

2007-10-30T20:38:00.000+08:00

after all the thing
I found out that
I can't forget her
I still like you after all
don't know why
don't know whether isn't good?
or bad?
hais
wish that you can don't avoid me can leh
I really wish that
wish that you can don't avoid me anymore

Nearly

2007-10-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

I don't know why
but now thenI know that I still like her
I don't why
I suddenly have this feeling
isn't good?
or bad?
I don't know

THE FIRST PERSON
you have indireactly call me name
you watch out
you are just one step more to make me stop being friend with you
mind your own business and mind the words that is coming out of your mouth
remember
just one more step

Love can't be force

2007-10-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

After reading your blog,
than I know that I don't know you that much.
This make me have the thinking that I shouldn't like you at first.
hais
maybe shouldn't even have the mindset
ok
I shouldn't think of you to much leh

I want to talk about two person which I don't wish to name them
As if I tell out the name, and they see the post.....................
I don't wish to make it that we can't even be just friends.

The First Person

you are a asshole
don't think that you use those asshole method can make us be closer
SORRY
you won't get it and NEVER
you asshole
if you continue t do these kind of things
it will make think that you are a B****
asshole
it will also make me don't feel like being friend with you
so
DON'T MAKE ME FEEL THAT WAY AND DO THAT WAY

The Second Person

YOU
don't think you are in a higher post that me you can be so what
so what you are having a higher post than me
that post is NOTHING
ass
don't be a idiot
ass
higher post I scared arh
i tell you
I AM NOT SCARED OF YOU
continue to do the small action to me
one day if I am so angry
believe me to what I am saying now
I will just so darm angry that I will quit the post
trust me
I will
and when I do that
and
I am angry
YOU
will see the another side of me
you have seen it once
and the next time
if is because of you
i will be more angry that the last time
trust me
I will

ok
now
I want to say something that I have say it on the tag board of my blog before
friends around me that have seen this part of my post
please remember it
PLEASE DO NOT CALL ME MUSHROOM OR WHAT SO EVER NAMES
BEING CALLED NAMES IS NOT A GOOD THING
AND
WHEN THAT GUY DON'T LIKE IT OR HAVE ENOUGH OF IT
THE GUY WILL BE VERY ANGRY
FRIENDS AROUND ME
PLEASE
I DON'T WISH TO SAY IT ONE MORE TIME
I DON'T CARE YOU IS SAY IT JUST FOR FUN OR WHAT
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
EVERYTHING HAVE IT'S DRAW OF LINE
SO DON'T CROSS THAT LINE
NEXT TIME
A PERSON CALL ME NAMES
I, LIM TECK LIANG
WILL NOT BE FRIEND WITH THAT PERSON ANYMORE
AND
I WILL NEVER TALK TTHAT PERSON FOEVER
FRIENDS THAT IS CLOSE TO ME
YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW MY TEMPER
TO THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW
I AM TELLING YOU NOW
IT WILL NOT BE NICE WHEN I AM VERY ANGRY
FRIENDS
DON'T TRY IT
YOU WILL REGRET IT
SO
NEVER TRY ME

Empty promises

2007-10-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

empty promises
i hate empty promises
i hate people who gives me empty promises
is like
u give me some hope
then u dissapoint me
is like
u let me to be so happy
then u make u so sad
is like
u say yes
but suddenly u say no
i don't like that
i rather u give me surprise then empty promises
if u can't do it
or
u don't know yes or ne
can or cannot
then don't tell me yes
don't give me empty promises
and
don't give me empty promises
make me sad already
then
u give me surprise
no
not good
u will not make me happy
u will make me think that
u are cheating me
u will make me more sad
don't
don't do that
friends around me
after reading this post
please
make an effort
don't give me empty promises
don't any how promise me anything
i do care about promises
don't make me have a bad impression about u in my mind
once u left a bad impression in my mind
u can't erase it
never
it will live with me forever
forever
so
please
don't
don't give me any promises any how
i will take it very seriously
don't give me
EMPTY PROMISES

exam over

2007-10-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

exam over leh
yeah
but
feel sad
because i did not do well for this exam
hais
sian
hais
went out with jian wei and johnathan toh today
went to collect john's phone
then me and jian wei went to ps to eat lunch
then went home leh
sian
today very sian
hais

~Emo~

2007-10-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

hais
today didn't saw her
did you come to school today?
today after school
went to study with shi hui, jian wei, johnthan, mei yi they all
after that heard the song
" Would you be there"
i became emo
i just walk away
they call me
but i didn't reply
then
they still go find me
sorry guys

hais
when ever i heard this song
i will get emo
dunno why?
maybe is because of her
hais
the song makes me think a lot of things
emo makes me think a lot
~Emo~

" Would you be there "

Would you be there for me?

hais

2007-10-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

saw you today and yesterday
u look happy
dunno why
when i saw you happy
i am happy too
waiting
i have been waiting for you seen 19/9
still waiting
i will still wait
wait for you to see me behnd you suporting you
good luck
good luck for your exam

~waiting~

NO

2007-10-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

saw u today
but seems like u did not see me
nvm
i don't know but
seems like u know leh
because u like avoiding me
hais
no
i will not give up
i will wait for u
forever love

why?

2007-09-27T21:04:00.000+08:00

today saw you again
but
you like got saw me
or
maybe not
or
maybe u start to avoid me leh?
IF
it is
why?
don't avoid me please
Please
don't
Please
你为何好象在逃避我?

stupid person
so ka bo
small small thing also want to kabo
not her problem also want to kabo
kabo kid

you are getting further from me

2007-09-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

saw you today in school
but
seems like you did not saw me
you look ok
but
seems like
you are getting further from me
please
don't
don't get further and futher from me
I need you
I need you to be by my side
I will die
IF
you leave me
no
don't do that do me
no
don't
please
don't
hais
never
seems like
you will not be beside me
I will that it will not happen
never
no even once
never
I don't wish that to happen
no
never

Please

2007-09-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

I am here now without your love and wish that "you" could forget "him" and wish that "you" can start off with me.
I will wait.
I will wait for "you".
I will wait for "you" to forget "him".
I will wait for that day to come.
I will just wait for that day to come.
I will wait for it without leaving it.
I will wait for "you".
It is a promise to "you" that I will wait>
No matter how hard or how long it is.
I will wait.